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Mistral 14/09/26(Mon)17:36:30 No.0000020 del
( ´•ω•)ก today was a good day. lucky ♡
I started the og tsukihime with my partner（´∀｀） i read it originally in february of 2022. it was one of my early visual novels along with the when they cry series. i find its atmosphere and characters so comforting. the mystery, quietness, mansion setting, and dark psychological aspects all so charming. I especially adored arcueid and her story.
I have not read the remake yet, but i feel a bit nervous to try it because i heard they made it more action focused like fate, and that kinda ruins what made me fall in love with the game.. but I will try one day. (´ω ｀ |||)
I also won a shizuka figure for $39 on yahoo auctions. ^^ happy. I just put a random sniper bid and didn’t expect to even win. been wanting a figure of her for so long... and I especially love this specific figure of her. the pose and magic circle base is so cute.
I have lots of cute things coming in my buyee package...! the contents you can see here.
I’m planning a picnic with my partner for this week. looking forward to that. will try a recipe for raspberry lemon cookies. I’m not really a fan of chocolate sweets, so it sounds yummy. _( ´ ω `_)⌒)_
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Mistral 01/09/26(Tue)01:49:51 No.0000019 del
(´Д｀) eventful previous 24 hours.
last night I went to grandmas house to celebrate my moms birthday although we never got to eat the cake because before that could happen, my drunk cousin started attacking someone with the intent of murder and it ended with me running out of the house from backyard and jumping into my moms moving car bc he was chasing after us... :/ wish i had a normal family.
I wanted to wake early for my autism evaluation in morning, but sadly didn’t sleep good. ( ；∀；) but coffee made me feel better in the morning at least. it went okay at the evaluation. I rage quitted at one of the block puzzles tho lol and failed so bad at the number tasks. (/ _ ; )
I thought I wouldn’t cry during my appointment, but i ended up doing so when asked about my family relationships and how i view myself... but other than that it was okay.
this week i’m going back to france ! get to see my partner again. ♡ I’m planning on finishing my louise de la vallière cosplay when I’m there and he will take photos for me. :3 been continuing cold steel and at the moment in chapter 6. I want to finish before I leave, but will see.
Mistral 14/08/26(Fri)19:46:32 No.0000018 del
items I found, and birthday tomorrow !（´∀｀）
yesterday I found a clear file of tio that I've been searching for. ^^ to be honest, I never thought I'd actually find it, because it is a rare doujin item from a decade ago. happy to obtain !!(￣^￣ )ゞ
also in this same day, I saw the reset kalar figure for a very cheap price, so I bought. >-< I wanted to wait until I get to her game, since I'm still in IV at the moment, but it was too good of a price to past... I might not find this deal later. D: she is so cute tho, I'm sure I'll love her in-game. ^-^
rance IV so far is fun. :3 not as good as the previous 2 imo, but I think my enjoyment is equal to 01 at least.. The setting and cast is really nice. ^-^ although the english tl is very stiff sounding (not surprising) and the gameplay is a litttleee boring. but it is okay ! :3 I mean, more fun than what I expected from a 1993 jrpg lolol.
tomorrow is my birthday... 25.. I'm an old lady oh no.. (ノ_<、) I will have yummy food, tiramisu, and soju at least. - w - '
Mistral 26/07/26(Sun)21:41:08 No.0000017 del
I don't speak much. ;-;
something i always struggled with was speaking.. ive met lots of shy/quiet ppl online, but none of them besides my partner are on the same level.. (one of the many reasons why i love my partner.. understands my struggles..) i feel like i can only speak maybe 2-3 sentences. i can’t speak long because if i do, i end up stuttering and forgetting words, so i just give up. whenever i need to say something long or a bit complex, i usually text it or write it down for them to read. times when i speak more than im used to, like if im playing a game with my partner and need to speak, usually it feels kinda harsh on my throat. and i quickly get a sore throat because im not used to speaking so much.
(yes I am jobless... but I attend an online university...! not a neet !)
when i was younger, my dream was actually to be a minecraft lets player. but it was always just a dream due to this inability to speak.. when i was 11 i did post some videos, but they weren’t so good... lots of silence and small words. not really entertaining xD “oh look a cow.. silence”.
( ；∀；)
the reason why im so quiet is because of a speech impediment from my apd. technically can be fixed, but i became burnt out as a child and couldn’t fix it fully.. and as an adult i just avoid talking. its just uncomfortable putting so much energy into speaking a different way .. ( ；꒳； )
another reason is i’m just naturally quiet and boring.. i don’t really understand jokes, and i never know what to say. T_T insecure about this so i never vc people. and especially don’t do group chats in general.
anyway !! lately i've been switching between cold steel 1, rance 03, and muv-luv altered fable.. they are nice. all comforting to me. :3 (yes rance too....) after I finish one of these, I think I'm going to continue .hack//g.u. because I've been slacking on that. :c trails I do need a break on ;w; playing non-stop past 4 months lol. .. maybe.
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Mistral 08/07/26(Wed)22:45:04 No.0000016 del
depressed...
lately, I have been very depressed... although that is not new. depression has been with me since I was young. I guess more depressed. (´△｀) I never know what to eat or have motivation to cook something, so I just end up not eating... I feel like my health isn't that well because of that. ;-; I already have anemia so I'm so dead everyday. T. T
feel like I've also lost my ability to speak/text to others who are not my bf or make friends... I don't really talk to anyone much anymore.. dunno.
today I ate lots of cookies though !! and that is all.... and I played cold steel on my ps4. it is fun. n_n athough I'm a little sad because I miss my bf.... will see him again in september.
Mistral 08/05/26(Fri)20:49:40 No.0000014 del
new items.... happy.
hello ! i've been addicted to buying second-hand goods from japan recently.. i have so many new cute items. :3c and more coming ! lol
this daki by miyasu risa is so pretty ! she is one of my favorite artists.. i adore how she draws patche so I'm glad I found this pillow case of her. maybe i will upload a full photo later, but it is nsfw. i used one of my plushies i already owned to censor. speaking of ! (* ^ ω ^) i bought a second plushie from this plush maker because i really loved my first one. the retro handmade look is so cute.. ♡
i also finally found these muv-luv charms ! so happy to own. they r a bit uncommon, had to search for a while. all of my new things fill me with so much joy and comfort... thank you for reading ! ♡
28/02/26(Sat)21:45:33 No.0000010 del
patchy shrine and bunny plush.
hi everyone（´∀｀）
recently i've obtained more items of patchouli. so happy to have. ^^ the taller figure was a gift from my partner and many of the other items were ordered from japanese marketplaces. i absolutely adore the little handmade plushie. lots of oshikatsu with it at french bakeries.(＞＜)
my bf also gifted me a bunny plushie recently because he wanted to get one like michiru shirozaki's plushie. :3 i love it very much and take it everywhere./.ヽ also always sits in my lap as i play games.
michiru is comforting to me because i find her relatable and she helps me in a way.. she made me feel more comfortable bringing a plushie with me when i go to my surgeries and feel okay being seen as a bit childish with my mannerisms. she is also often seen at the hospital in the game.. always dealing with physical and mental health.
in a month, i'll be flying to france with my bf. france is his home and i'll be meeting his mom. we will also spend a week in paris. i never traveled outside usa before.. im so excited to make more special memories with him.（´∀｀）
Mistral 08/02/26(Sun)20:57:45 No.0000008 del
new kasumi yashiro 1/8 figure + life lately
hi has been a little bit since i posted here( ;´ω`;) lately i've been playing muv-luv. it became a hyperfixation and have been spending most of my time playing. i beat the first game in a little over a week which is quite fast for me. i'm usually a bit slow finishing games.... now playing the sequal, alternative.
i fell in love with the character kasumi(＞＜).. see myself as her. her bunny motifs are adorable and i find it relatable how quiet she is. /.ヽ i don't speak as much irl because of my speech disorder, only full sentences with people i feel comfortable with. even then, i can be very quiet. she is the same and doesn't speak much. she is so comforting for this reason. i also relate to her her odd behavior, lack of strength, low self-esteem, fear of opening up to people, and how she doesn't have much experiences outside... most of my life i had no friends and dealt with agoraphobia.
despite her soft personality, she can be possessive too. she enjoys waking up the protagonist every morning and gets mad at him when he wakes up by himself. when they eat meals together, she likes spoon feeding him. feels like me and my bf. - w -
i saw her figure from a usa seller for a good price so i gave in... (ノωヽ) such a cute figure, happy to have her by my side in physical form as i play through alternative. (n_n*)
i also ordered this vanilla H 1/8 figure recently tooヽ( ￣д￣)ノ no self control lol but i've been wanting her.
♡anyways, i love kasumi !♡
07/01/26(Wed)16:29:34 No.0000007 del
touhou and yume nikki desktop pets (￣ω￣)
found super cute desktop pets!☆ I wanted to download other 2hus too, but sadly it wasn't working for some reason...( ;´ω`;) hopefully works later. :_3 wanted satori, koishi, and remi. there is some higurashi desktop pets that I wanted to try later.. will post on my website if I do.
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mkyuu..
the yume nikki one is more modern and is very cool ! can add npcs and change effects. some effects like umbrella gives little screen effects. :3c
downloads pages:
touhou -
yume nikki
bye ( ´ ∀ `)ノ～ ♡
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